I live in SA where the unemployment is staggering high. I'm currently unemployed and im really struggling with the depression that comes with it. It just me, my mom and sister. As the oldest I feel guilty for not being able to help with expenses around the house and is constantly reminded how bad our situation is and need to help ASAP. I feel lost, guilty, worthless and alone. I always console the people around me but when I express how I feel I'm turned away or I'm told that I'm just overreacting. I'm just so tired of being tired all the time. I wish I could just stop feeling altogether. My biological dad, stepdad and grandad all left me for women who none like me. Now I'm left wandering if I'm the problem and if I'm really worth anything to anyone at all.