I am a wretched sinner. I am part of a close church community, and have spent over 15 years of my life lusting after porn and self pleasure.I have an amazing wife, and still I let myself be dragged down by the vile content on the internet.I have lied to my pastor and my family, I have never told them the total truth about my sins. I haven't done worse than I have told them, but have done it far more often. I have repeatedly told them half truths to ease my conscience, then a few weeks after, gone back and done the same thing again.I feel like I am going to hell and have no link with Christ.How can I get free of my vileness once and for all. In the bible the Lord came in and commanded the demons to leave the man possessed by them. Can I have the same experience?