I’ve been hiding for so long, these feeling they’re not gone. Can I tell anyone?Afraid of what they’ll say so I push them away, I’m acting so strange....They're sooo pretty, it hurts. I’m not talking about boys, I’m talking about GIRLS. They’re so pretty with their button up shirts.I shouldn’t be feeling this but it’s too hard to resist soft skin and soft lips. I should be into this guy but it’s just a waste of time. He’s really not my type, I know what I like.No, this is not a phase or coming of age, this will never change!I don’t know what to do, it’s not like I get to choose who I love.