Part two. I am doing it like this in parts because I hate Writing it all out just to find it all gets deleated. Confession #2. I can push kids out, but I am a horrible mother. I soupose it is the usual.i do not have any communication with the ones I have left. Teenagers. Do not like me. They will not come out of their rooms. I do not beat them. Theirs no sexual abuse. I do not call the names, or worthless and stupid is considered a bad word in this house. All though u can curse. They have a gaming computer. New 500$ xbox and playstation. Nintendo switch. I am a female. And they do not respect females. How can u teach respect when you have never had none and dont know what it is?You cant.