You never really love me. You always defend yourself by saying that you are devoting a lot for this relationship, but I know it's because how much you love what I am offering and what we have instead of me. That why you make lots of efforts keeping the relationship but constantly missing personal marks for things solely about me. You don't love me. You're just using me for all these years. That's why you in fact feel it's so fair and nothing wrong for an unfair situation, no apology, not even feeling bad. Nothing. You're just using me.