Do you think anyone always show their true self? Even your life partner can't share every single thought they had. Neither can your mother, child nor best friend. We all keep a little part of our true self away from everyone. No body in the world can know what is really going in our mind all the time. Ofcourse there are few people in the world who can anticipate one's action or thoughts through common behaviors, actions, deep analysis, etc. But no one can really know. Keep a part of our self a secret is a big task atleast for some of us. We tend to show few parts of ourselves to some people and few to different people. And mostly try that these people never meet and put all these parts together. So here i am sharing few thoughts with you and hope you never meet the people i know and keep it a secret. Here i go.I am about to get married soon. Let me tell you that the guy is really great and i love him a lot. Our marriage was first fixed by our parents but we eventually fell in love. I was really happy. But ofcourse how can everything be right. Both of our parents had a disagreement over the decisions of our wedding and finally broke it off. I was pretty sad. And somehow after few days they agreed to do the wedding. But the problem had just started. My mom and dad dont have the best relationship. They were never partners. They are 2 different people who are stuck together. They hate each other and make decisions which goes in the opposite direction. They can be awarded as the worst communicators of all time.We have one to 5 rounds of fight on a daily basis. Me and my sister are dragged in those fights and it gets pretty ugly. The level has gone so high now that each person in the house threatens to leave the family forever on a daily basis. The environment in my house is totally toxic.We have become a dysfunctional family. No body wants to talk to one another. I hate it. I am happy with my job and love life but these fights are affecting everything.Due to work from home, even my boss's boss has heard about the kind of fights my parents have. More than embarrassing it is depressing.I am losing interest in everything. All i wanna do is finish my office work, eat, watch series and sleep. Dont wanna talk to anyone, dont wanna have fun, no new songs, no dancing, no hobbies, no smile.I hate everything and everyone. I sometimes think that i should die. But my time has not yet come. I still pray everyday to god to take my life.